britheinkling

hello anyone from here that's probably wondering what side of the internet I've gone to. I've been pretty hiding in the shadows but in the past few months saw Ai Generated images become a mainstream thing really quickly. Sadly while I thought I left the splatoon community as a thing of the past. someone within the community tried to cancel me for using the program stable diffusion to generate my characters. its bring me back flashbacks of when I had a bunch of the community on my ass over 3d models. I personally do not think this is the end of creativity since artists still have to stick around to have training data for the stable diffusion models. I'm not here to launch attacks at ANYONE. I just don't appreciate being called a scammer by someone who is thick in the head and couldn't learn to leave well enough alone and just use the block button instead of putting me and my friend on trial like we were murder suspects. we legit did nothing to them and they attacked us anyway. we

you may have noticed my silence over the past month and theres a good reason for it. I've completely lost interest in the community once again. its not any of the drama but its just I feel my personal life conflicts with hanging around a community that has dived over the deep end for so long. so with this I say goodbye once again, stride to be yourself not a dick hiding behind a fake persona.

its been five years since I made this account as of July 12th. This is just free writing so it may run off topic. ever since my return my health issues just have gotten worse. during my time away for a year I had covid 19 and my health has only gone downhill at this point. I found out a lot of my friends (the ones I met while gone) were my enemy and some of my enemies are my friend. In April I had a total breakdown that led to being locked up in a mental health unit. stress is just something I can't handle as well as I used to. Its led to me just wanting to hide to avoid it. I'm not in the best of shape anymore either. living a double life on the internet I think attributes to it. the major condition I have is slowly destroying me physically and mentally. I may be quiting art again once I start college next month.